people keep saying you dont need marriage to institutionalize love. i wonder if thats the "cool" mentality to have these days, that most everyone tries to rationalize that its ok to know that love is like sand, comes and go, so why tie it down bcos its never gonna last. there aint no more "i do forever" bcos no one believes outwardly, but i suspect inwardly, theres still the yearn to be tied down. disagree w me by flooding me w simple philosophical arguments if you will.
i dont know all these writes, all these artists, all these philosophers, but i dont feel that its pretentious what you go on about, contrary, it makes me wanna know more, but i absolutely have no idea what these philosophers go on about, why they take such a simple concept and complicate it w big words.. thats what we like to do to make ourselves more intellectual aint it? i think its such a beauty if one can explain such a hard concept in simple words that get your point across, thats intelligence baby.
moody and disturbing. is that something the "crazy" wants to hang on to because it sets them apart? moments of low & madness you dont want to let go, bcos it makes you appreciate everything around more. but why play w that uncertainty when you know you are about to get out of that dark depression? i dont know. does it really make me see the truth of this world? bcos i dont want to be sucked back into this money crazy bourgeois aplenty world? bcos i think it creates a personality in me? bcos i think i like my mind to be tortured in that way? bcos i feel i can create better w all these crazy intense emotions in me even tho they arnt all that positive? i know im stepping out already, getting out, breaking out into something more cheerful, more expressive, more delightful bcos i have sort of figured what i want, which is just to travel for now and defi do something creative or social work, yet a part of me wants to retain my deep dark thoughts. i wonder, i should just keep walking out walking on towards the light of freedom of my mind out of mazes and just keep being fascinated w life too. yes, that is red, that is blue, that is yellow. see my glass half fulll always. its about control, this danger of wanting to be lost in my own mind, driving myself crazy, now i can see from a better perspective, im on my way out. why look back doll? dont.
“Here’s the thing: If you ever got me, you wouldn’t know what to do with me.”
i dont know all these writes, all these artists, all these philosophers, but i dont feel that its pretentious what you go on about, contrary, it makes me wanna know more, but i absolutely have no idea what these philosophers go on about, why they take such a simple concept and complicate it w big words.. thats what we like to do to make ourselves more intellectual aint it? i think its such a beauty if one can explain such a hard concept in simple words that get your point across, thats intelligence baby.
moody and disturbing. is that something the "crazy" wants to hang on to because it sets them apart? moments of low & madness you dont want to let go, bcos it makes you appreciate everything around more. but why play w that uncertainty when you know you are about to get out of that dark depression? i dont know. does it really make me see the truth of this world? bcos i dont want to be sucked back into this money crazy bourgeois aplenty world? bcos i think it creates a personality in me? bcos i think i like my mind to be tortured in that way? bcos i feel i can create better w all these crazy intense emotions in me even tho they arnt all that positive? i know im stepping out already, getting out, breaking out into something more cheerful, more expressive, more delightful bcos i have sort of figured what i want, which is just to travel for now and defi do something creative or social work, yet a part of me wants to retain my deep dark thoughts. i wonder, i should just keep walking out walking on towards the light of freedom of my mind out of mazes and just keep being fascinated w life too. yes, that is red, that is blue, that is yellow. see my glass half fulll always. its about control, this danger of wanting to be lost in my own mind, driving myself crazy, now i can see from a better perspective, im on my way out. why look back doll? dont.
“Here’s the thing: If you ever got me, you wouldn’t know what to do with me.”
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