its funny how u think u lost urself & found it, bt to lose it again when some currents come. its never tt u lost urself,its more of denying it bcos of some prefixed perception of how you shud be to be more loved & accepted. or is it an internal struggle to make sense of all of this, & when should be right? then it bcomes serious, turbulent, & u realize its not fun anymore. but how can u be fun when theres so much involved? or act like its ok?
its coming out,much better than previous june, more sorted out the mind, bt still, what am i looking for in this world?