if u have asked me, i wld have layed a diff story on you.
i wld have told u i wasnt asking for anything w such uncertainty in my life
i just wondered about consistency that u didnt have.
but the way you handled this threw me off
solved a confusion with hardened cruel cold heart
i allowed myself to be treated this way, simply put by other being
frankly i did not deserve that.
you are not capable of giving, not capable of handling or resolving
and im better off w/o this, i see this clearly now
such dominance & 90% you, one clapping hand, nothing to give.
i lost some of myself, wasnt able to be myself fully, do what i want
now i know what i need.
and it has nothing to do w you anymore. your incapability. age really does matter, a little bit.
maybe if u lose ur hot blood, open up your mind, find yourself.
then again who am i to judge, everyone has their own battles, but this time, its not the words u say that ppl's gonna rmb but the way u made them feel. this ignoring and running away is enough to make me drop it, turn & leave.
goodbye.