cos i need help

this pic above taken in vietnam is now on my desktop display

why? to serve as a severe reminder of my ex-thin thighs

why? cos my ass is being a byatch and wants to fill out my shorts with all its worth

so much so its so tight its ugly

and i always say i dont want to have that fats below the butt like the westerners

yest i screamed and then fainted when i looked into the mirror cos they seemed to have, NO NOT SEEM, THEY HAVE infested me

everyay im gonna stand naked in the mirror,look at this pic, scoff at kitkats (*cries)

then pinch my fats and say" i can lose you ass"

ass fat is making me highly distressed

if you want to say im a shallow vain bimbo, STOP!

cos you will be doing the same thing if u found that your ass wouldnt fit into ur shorts that would fit you 5 months ago. im so distressed i wanna squeeze them all out

i shall proclaim a thigh slimming prayer everyday=)

and pls dont say im not fat, that im so skinny alreayd why do i want to lose weight that i should eat more blahblhablah

stop it stop it stop it or i will ram you down with my toy car

see, my violent streak makes my blog an adult content blog

you dont want kids to go insane and highly slappable crying "mummy she took my car to ram her friend down, now my car is spoilt"

see i have all the potential in this weird world to be a dangerous mum.

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and im gonna do a lisbon post again

why, cos i was looking thru my pics and i miss lisbon so damn much

so too bad if u dont enjoy cos its my blog

im so angsty today

blame it on my ass, and all the damn fats its carrying

egg tarts to die for, when they were still my friends

yea, i say its offlimits for me but tmr i will go and get some from that spanish shop

someone pls inject self control in me

and the lovely coffee, now even tea in the morn keeps me awake at night

im distressed, highly.

at some castle cant rmbr the name

the wind was threatening to blow us away i swear

goshhhhh i misss it

eh see my red shoes

its 3 freakin bucks from madrid, LOvess**



another round of dessert where my ass still allowed for some compromise
NOW ITS JOG IT OFF OR CRY

lisbon i miss you

i will come back again, hopefully

i dont sound like me at all today

why

porkay

i coudlnt study for law yest and i didnt care

i packed my room instead

(i came with 2 luggages, im packing up and leaving with 4! *faints again)

blogged here

facebooked there

everywhere but not on my books

im higly distressed, highly..

anyways anyone know how to open link on the same page? doubt anyone knows. can i meet some comp genius for once?

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much love friends