just now was freezing cold when i went down for lunch
so i closed the 3rd door(we have 3 doors) and must have locked it without knowing
u know sometimes u do some stuff repeatedly and u dont think about it at all
and so after lunch went up to study
then i heard someone coming home
someone stomping up the stairs
someone banging like a mad person on my door
i thought it was a robber but wait robbers dont bang on doors
so i opened it and there stood my landlady
she started to scold me and i was in confusion
cos i didnt know what was going on and [realized i must have locked it w/o knowing when i sat down to think after she shouted and left]
and she couldnt get in
but she could have gotten in easily by the kitchen, maybe?
and of course i apologised and she said, "bloody think"
and of course i was in shock cos i really didnt know what was going on
and of course i was stunned cos she was so rude
and of course i have to understand that she is going thru a rough patch cos her brother
had just cracked his skull broke some other collarbone and was in hospital
but still she was like a diff mad person to me, someone from the mental hospital behind my house,
not the same one who smiled that innocent smile at me
im not sure what to think now, cos i am still in shock
housemate is too
and yest i was asking God if i really shud move out and just give me an obvious obvious sign
i guess i got my answer today
yes gou(aka enough in english) obvious already, dont need it to be anymore obvious
but u know dios, it didnt have to be this obvious
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how to tell her we spoilt her blender? and i broke her cup
and tell me not to generalize all aussies as racist on the inside and angel on the outside