i'm not sure if i'm so ready to go europe
suddenly i seem to lost that enthusiasm
maybe cos i'm leaving soon
next 6 days=)

and i will be away til like may, so its very long

and im scared i will be bored

and im not looking forward to that LONG PLANE RIDE

as well as the many mini plane rides tt i will take=(

but i shall be enthu,

with my sunnies, hat, scarf and winter wear

EUROPE here i come!

its gonna be freezing there=(

and geogi is in aussie land now
and we have never been so far apart for SO long boo.
its just a weird feeling
without her.
no more mischief hahah mainly
cant imagine if we really go abroad to study, that is if we do
we wlll be so far aPART!
booboo
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results are out

why is it so hard to improve

i'm been on this GPA for like 2 and a half yearS!

oh well, praise god still

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and i realized that it is always despearate times that drive us to God

and make us DESPERATE for Him

i like that word, DESPERATE

but why must it always be those times

to bring us to our knees

not to mention I would get mad at Him almost all the times

but things will still turn out fine cos He's ever gracious=)

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Did i say tt i was almost not let into the Theory Basic Driving test

cos i didnt know i had to bring my IC

i had to call my lil bro who refused to take a cab down

then i was so mad i started to curse and blame on everything

then suddenly i went in to see the fierce instructor

n he told me that as long as i had my MATRIX card with me, i can go in

!?!!!!

see how great God is everytime

i admit He provides a way out EVERYTIME

i should learn to stop fretting and start serious trusting

and i failed those e-trail tests but praise GOd i passed my basic test

i know its easy for some but hard for me can haha

Still, i have to get back up the slope again.

God, why dont u just drag me up, chain and tie me to you so i wont

wander away ever.