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I am SO glad for the much needed break, KUANTAN!! the bus ride was horrible, 10 hours of butt torturing heart pumping scary bus ride to and fro was just utterly terrible. But im glad i went. Im glad that the much needed removal of the heart's blockage ever since my internship last year was finally lifted=) Im glad I can stop trying to be someone else cos I know its quite impossible, tho yes sometimes i cant stand myself for being so loud, but it kills me if i cant speak in a tone so rough it will probably tear your skin apart, or cant fling my hands wide open and do some extra drama mama gestures or laugh so ugliy and unglamly even a clown looks better or cant do stupid silly stuff like our laughter-choke-inducing XIUMING retarded play sequels while taping them down. cos the world will be full of the same quiet demure resolute people charming their way around. im glad i destroyed that picture haha we need fun ppl around too what right.
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and when my melbourne payment screwed up cos the IDP guy wasnt careful enough and missed out on a signature, i had to make my way down and sign and Lo and behold, the eCOE came the same night the new application was sent out which will usually take two weeks to arrive. i was praying that it will come in a week's time so i can still leave on time and God is just amazing, he provided much more than i can imagine. isnt he amazing, its just exciting that when problems come, u can just sit back, trust him and watch the show He directs=)